May 22, 2020

To Forget Is To Perish

Why do I forget so easily? My Brain seems as uneasy as shifting sands in a windstorm. PEACE! Part the clouds. There are the stars and the stillness again. Then I forget in complacency what I first remembered. Why do I forget? PEACE! Hold on to the thread, a constant comfort. A guide wire to the path. PEACE! Don’t forget, if you are in constant living of the peace, it can’t escape. The unending presence wont allow forgetfulness. Why do I forget? Because I do not abide. In complacency I stray across the sands of my own mind. Go back, don’t lose the thread. Peace and abide. ————————————————————— I wrote…

May 8, 2020

Standing In The Rain

This new existence exhausts me. It’s like the very air is suffocating. I don’t mind the long days and evenings at home. It really isn’t that different from my normal life. But the atmosphere is toxic. When I get on Facebook, I see the confusion and strife. When I go out, I see the concern and paranoia. I’m not saying it’s unfounded, it’s just a lot for this empath to process. I feel everything, down deep into my bones. Some days it’s all I can do to not curl into a ball and give up. Do you ever wish the constant ness of life would just cease for a moment?…

May 1, 2020

Defining BSSM

Hello! Today I am going share more about BSSM. BSSM stands for Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. It is a nine month long program focused on leadership training, and transformation of the individual. Bethel is all about seeing people released into their God given identity and bringing God’s kingdom to earth. Some of their main values include love, honor, purity, and relationship. The whole focus of the school is to lead people to a place of thriving in the Lord, helping them to excel wherever God calls them to, and seeing healthy relationships and community established. One of the biggest things I am excited for is the BSSM community. In…

April 24, 2020

My Wheat Valley

Welcome! I want to give some insight into my blog name. My Wheat Valley is a place the Lord has made for me. In October of 2019, while I was spending time with the Lord, He dropped me into the middle of this circle, surrounded by high stalks of wheat swaying in the wind. The wheat was so high, I couldn’t see anything else other than the top of mountain peaks in the distance. The sky was lavender. I felt such peace in this vision I was having. “This is your safe place” the Lord told me. “This is where I want you come when your overwhelmed, when you want…

April 17, 2020

Settling in the Dust

One early morning a few weeks ago, I was on my way to work. In my morning daze of being half asleep, my mind wondered to the great steps of moving to California. “Wouldn’t it be nice to stay here and have a normal life” I thought to myself as I drove down the highway. I was lost in a dream of working a 9-5 job and living an inconsequential life. I was lulled by the idea of settling and complacency. There are those who are called to work a 9-5 job and live the American dream type life, I’m not saying I have anything against that. But that has…

April 11, 2020

The Journey West

Welcome, and thanks for stopping by. I thought it only fitting for my first blog post to share about how this whole process of moving to California came to be. In April of 2018, I was in a youth service at my church. This service wasn’t particularly different than any other service that I had attended in the last nineteen years of my life. But God decided to use this night to cast vision for the next six years of my life that would forever change me. First, let me give you the run down on Bethel. Bethel is a church based in Redding, California. This said church is full…